Evans was a Victorian novelist. God is my strength. He was enjoying the life. I cry all the time. Only later I would get a call that he and the bike were on fire. I still expect to wake up and this will all be the worst nightmare I've ever had. May 19 will mark the 5 month mark of his death and it is also our secondary anniversary, even though we were only married 2 years we were together for almost 25 yrs. He was shot to death right in front of me. I lost my John on 18 December 2008. I try to smile and put on a "happy" face for the world. Every day is hard for me. She very rudely told me they don't do beds with rails because it's considered a form or restraint. She grew from childhood, losing a lower leg from a farm accident, cancer tumor on vertebrae, paralyzed for over 2 years, cancer of the breast, 25 blood transfusions. He went to the hospital to have a hernia removed. I'm a 40 year old mother of three kids, ages 21, 17, and 10. Will the pain ever go away. We miss you so much. I came here today because I was looking for him. It's so hard. He had to have emergency brain surgery and wasn't responding for almost a week. He walked just to the door and died. As time went on, he did not complain of any pain. We met when I was 22. Hello Ms. Carter, I thank God for him and our love There are many ways to be sad. My Lost Love By wanting you and needing you. You are so right about grieving. I am not sure that is true. They thought it was just acid reflux. Will I ever stop wanting him to be with me?| I just don't know how I will survive without him. I can't explain the sorrow I feel. Oh why, why, why, I keep asking. Carol, Thank you for the poem and it is comforting to know we are not alone in this world. I prayed to God to give me the strength to get stronger to show them to pray and never give up hope. I need desperately to be in a good place for my babies. I feel him everywhere. "I wanna be with you again" is another beautiful I Miss You poem was written by a girl for his boyfriend who is in jail. I am reading these messages today because we lost a dear friend to cancer, and he has left behind a wife and young son. Family was great in the beginning but now it seems to bother them. The Lord provides. We were so happy. This is now my retirement. It feels like yesterday. But my heart physically hurts at times from the pain. When I didn't, because you can't, one by one they drifted away. About 7 months later I met Barry. I think of her every day. My husband and I were riding our bikes to Best Buy when he died. Massive heart attack. I wish I was nicer and sweeter to you because now I know how kind and caring you were to us. He was smart, handsome, caring and loved everyone. Can one really make lemonade out of the lemon of losing a husband? I can't get through a day without crying my eyes out. As he had been fighting a cold for two weeks he agreed. I really miss him. What helps me is my children and grandchildren and my faith, but again it is what is unique to each person. He passed March 12, 2017. I'm not really sure how to feel or act. He fainted and that was it. He passed away July 1, 2006. He was hit by a drunken driver while cycling. It's says everything in my heart ..and more!! I used to read stories like I am reading here and think to myself I can't imagine ever having to live my life without my soulmate and love of my life. I just have to know if I will survive. Life doesn't mean a lot anymore, Everyday he brought a smile to my face and my heart, and he brought joy to my soul, But Praise be to God, I do have the hope we will be re-united forever one sweet day, Gods blessings to you all. The person we made all of our decisions with and the person who shared in the outcome of our days and our lives. My daughter is getting married this year, and now she will have to do it without her father. And even if at times, I didn't get it, he spent the last seven years where he wanted. We share the same pain. I don't know how I'm going to go on without him. I lost my husband of 43 years to aortic stenosis. BUT I can't get over the emptiness or the loneliness I feel without him by my side. I write a letter to him most evenings, and it's as though he is still with me, as he will always be. I miss how you would sing to me at night. I lost my husband to gastro esophageal cancer on August 2, 2017. He was Papa and always will be. I am in the rain that fills your springs. I feel your pain and know how your heart is aching. We did it, we did it, we would say. When I read this writing I just wanted to share my story little bit. I feel lost, broken, sad, mad, confused, alone, guilty, weak, like I have no control. We adopted our 2 grandchildren, so I have plenty to keep me busy. He was too young to go so soon, it was never a supposed to be this way. Thanks for sharing your story & I will keep you all in my thoughts & prayers. We have two children that at the time, were 11 and 1. We made plans to go on vacation, and after our vacation we would go straight to our surgeon to get my tubes untied. I work because I have no other choice, but everyone says I look terrible. Suicidal thoughts come and go, but my religion tells me that it's not right, that I won't meet up with him should I die this way. The only thing that gives me a little comfort is when people reach out to give me a hug or when they are willing to listen to me when I need to talk or cry. Mostly for my four children. I love and miss you Mike. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss her. We had been married for 24 years (together 28). Screaming desperately, I called 911 and sent my children to get my neighbor. He battled for 3 years. Without a clue, I met him when I was 17 and he was 23. I love you, Donald "Duck" Lee Collins, and that fact will forever remain. It's been almost nine months since his passing. I feel guilty even thinking about a sexual relationship with anyone else. I will love and miss you forever, Paul. I loved deeply, wondrously, and passionately. The most difficult thing for me since your death, is not being able to do things without thinking about you. He passed away September 28, 2018. After a 15 month battle with melanoma, God called my husband home on December 19, 2012. This carries me forward every day until our souls are reunited in heaven and we are returned to each other for all of eternity. He developed hepatic encephalopathy during his last month of life, so my most vivid memories are of him being confused, having tremors, not being able to walk without help, or feed himself, he was restless, and said he couldn't breathe. I lost my wife 22 years ago. She was always upbeat. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband at 47. I have never been on my own and now I'm forced to. He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. I didn't even know he had mini strokes and was in the first stage of dementia. To my dear and loving husband. They said it was a massive heart attack. I am lost and sad and walk around in a daze most of the time. He was told when he was 48 he had liver cancer. I cry all the time, nights are worse for me. Thanks everyone for listening. I am only 62 and I just wish I had some kind of closure although I do not think that would help either. Tuesday was the day I brought him home. My husband went to the hospital on February 24 with complaints of pains in his left shoulder. He was hanging 1/2 was out of bed and shaking. He was 33 years old and would have been 34 in April. Delirium, yes it came on his last week of life. This was my best friend. I love you my beautiful Angel and I CANNOT wait to see that beautiful smile again!!!! My life just came crashing down. Now I only have his Sister to remember him with and even she imposes limits. I wish there was an answer for me. "Afterglow" by Helen Lowrie Marshall. Even if no one acknowledges the anniversary of your husband, commemorate the death in your own unique and holy way. I'm so angry, so alone and will never forget seeing my Ken, laying there and not able to save him. We loved each other from first sight, and still to the end. I can't bring myself to cancel his cell phone, because his voice mail is the only place I can hear it. They have their lives. Your mesmerizing touch. Made me feel mad, angry but sad and empty. I promised him I would learn to be happy, and this is what I am focusing on. more by Kathy Murphy. Maybe if I had gone downstairs sooner. I cry alone, at night because no one wants to hear I am not doing ok..thank you for sharing ladies, it is comforting knowing I am not alone. You love him, yet he's not around. I just recently lost my husband of 4 years. Neither of us expected it to go that fast. I go over the whole scene in my head a lot. 8. I can't believe it. I miss him so much, and so much is on me. He had a massive heart attack. I miss him more every day. He began asking me who I am. I just don't know how or when this gets better. L Lisa Palmore 31 followers More information Missing my husband Poems Anniversary Poems Grief Poems Grief Quotes Death Quotes Mum Poems Bob Marley Missing My Husband Brother Quotes 12 yearsI can only imagine the pain and hurt. I lost my wonderful husband, Brian, on November 22, 2013. I lost my husband of 33 1/2 years of marriage. I just read the submission From Lat, CA. We kept our spouses' memories alive and celebrated everything with their families also. xo Missy. I'm so sorry for your loss. I am 33 years old and have buried two daughters (one in 2004 and one in 2007) and now a husband. He was someone who truly loved me and my daughter. I am always thinking about you. I've seen my husband suffer the worst. I feel your pain. It's so hard trying to wrap my brain around him not being here. My husband of 47 years passed away 10 months ago. The emptiness I feel consumes me and as the days go by it gets harder and harder to go on. All I can say is you're not alone. I am still in great grief. Trusted him to not leave me or hurt or carelessly shove me aside. I refused to believe the doctors, but he died 18 days later. Before I met him I thought I wasn't having any more kids, so I had my tubes tide. We had a beautiful wedding. Our children became brothers and sisters. He cared enough to try hard. For me, it's one day at a time and that seems so overwhelming. He always appeared to be a fit man, but one night he collapsed into my arms and he died early the next morning. I'm trying to deal with this minute by minute and second by second. It goes something like, "How can it be that the only depth and breadth of vast eternity can fill the void left by a human heart?" I miss you crawling back into bed in the middle of the night and whispering how much you love me and how we were going to spend the rest of our lives together. He then fell back on me into my arms, seizing as I held him. Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! In a strange way I am glad he died before me because I would never want to put him through this kind of Hell. He did everything for me. I believe I will see him again one day. It is exactly how I feel! My husband passed on November 12, 2017, and your words are my life right now. But I think no matter whether you have a large circle of friends or not, no one can understand the loss unless they have experienced it. Hi, l lost my husband in 2013, and we had been married 32 years. I have never felt so broken and out of harmony with every other living thing. I miss my husband: his hugs, his laughter, his fussing, his silliness. Love to all of you. Another beautiful missing u poem inspired many who have their boyfriends and husbands in prison. In May, they said it started in his esophagus. I lost my wife of over 62 years. This lemonade stand is closed. The hardest thing I had to do was come home and tell our children, 16 &18, that their dad is never coming home. My husband was killed in a tragic car accident, 11th December 2006, I was left with 4 young children and a lifetime of sorrow. Sad to say but it still hurts like it did the first few months. No one informed us of what happen to him until we found it from our family phone tracker. I'm so used to depending on him. Can't help but feel guilty. He had a birth defect of the heart and suffered through several strokes, brain swelling, cardiac arrests and then fungus took a hole of his heart and ate the top part of his heart. My husband of 62 years just passed on February 11, 2019, just 3 weeks ago. Thank you for giving us life and sharing your smile. Good thing you can share any of the following love poems for your husband without breaking into song. And tonight I'll fall asleep with you in my heart. I want nothing more but to be with him. I understand, too well. Right now, sad and lonely with nothing to look forward to of years more. We were married 15 years, and he was 38 years old. If this can be an inspiration to all of you who feel the devastating pain as I do, I feel that he is not gone. He was such a great husband and father. Our children miss her so much. Paul adored Michael and looked at our son as the "apple of his eye." Some minutes I just don't know how I am going to do this. I do not want a replacement mateI want my best friend and soul mate back here beside me. He was dying before my eyes. I miss him so much. He was where he loved and with all the people he loved. I cry constantly, and the pain is like someone just turned my stomach inside out and ripped my heart out. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself T Tamara Young Eulogy Quotes Motivational Quotes Inspirational Quotes I lost my wonderful wife, best friend, lover, and support system on August 9 to lung cancer that had gone to her brain. I had to say goodbye to my Jerry on January 14, 2018. But even if you do not have children, you were left on this earth for a purpose - you have unique gifts that the rest of the world needs. How would someone "get over" love anyway? We had just retired and bought a beautiful home! I feel for you, and reading all these posts helps me see I am not the only one who is going out of my mind. I know it doesn't get any easier as time goes by because I lost my husband 9 years ago from complication from a surgery he had and to come to find out he had cancer. Just miss him. I miss him so much, but I know he would want me to be strong for our children and grandchildren. But it happened quicker than anyone could have guessed; hospice hadn't finished their paperwork. I hope some of this pain goes away in the next few months. Nancy. I became her full time caregiver. I have three and they are so young. Forever. The laughter has been silenced. My head is so messed up from all of this. I lost my husband 2 1/2 years ago, He was such important part of my life, my friend, lover, father to our children and a brother and son. We have two children. I keep trying to get my life together{ Other peoples words not my own}. My husband died in April 2015 at the age of 72 from a stroke just like your dear husband. This is complete misery. I wish I had answers for you, but the reality is everyone is broken from the loss, and like my counselor said - you will never be the same person, but you will never lose the connection to your loved one either. He never got to ride, so I told him be careful, see you later. Nights are so lonely, so quiet. I left my whole family to be with him. I have lost husband, friend, and lover. The darkness frightens me. Dear Cheryl Sweet dreams Babe. I still have our marriage certificate application stamped by the County of Sonoma waiting for us to turn it in when we got officiated. Hospice has bereavement counseling and I am going in March. Got out, ran to back of the truck. Hugs to you. I am so lonely for him not anyone else. Motorcycle accident. I lost my husband 8 months ago, and this is how I feel. His bladder cancer had metastasized after 6 months of chemo and immunotherapy. I started CPR and called 911- they tried to shock him several times but were unable to revive him. I have to know, can you go on with things? My husband passed away on June 5, 2018, from extensive non-small cell lung cancer. I still miss him more than ever. Cry all you want. We were in Florida to attend our daughter's wedding. I can't put into words how much he meant to me and our children and how much we miss him. I can see his face everywhere I go or in anything I do. I feel at times that I took him for granted and I can't imagine my life moving on without him. He was the only man who ever told me I was beautiful and daily told me I was, "cute times 10!". 2. I go on, but I'm screaming inside. My poor soul wife got 2 months of it. Just knowing I have to live my life without him scares me, I will cherish the kind of love we had for one another forever. I lost my wife in April 2018. 12 years is a long time to grieve. I still and always will wear my wedding ring on the correct hand. I feel my life is over. We were making new memories. I lost my husband of 13 years suddenly on March 15, 2019. We were happy. I miss him a lot, more than anyone knows. I feel a number of different emotions, sadness and sorrow to anger and despair. We were in shock. I felt physical pain all over my body the first two weeks after his death. I am so devastated. It is hard to put on a brave face all of the time but she understands me. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in February 2006. But there are days that I feel so lost and alone. I LET GO OF MY PAIN and let it consume me so deep so that I could start to heal. Suddenly in April 2018 she went away. God called you home My heart aches every second of every day and struggle in fear to move forward. She never complained. I feel so very sad, and I miss him every second of the day. In a month we found out he had stage 4 bladder and bone cancer. God bless and keep you both on this journey. Charlene Valladares, Where Are You? For this is when I miss you most of all. We had been married 18 years and our son was turning 2 in August. wanting you and needing you. He also sends me blue morpho butterflies whenever I need reassurances as he promised he'd do too (they are in picture forms only as they are native to Costa Rica only). Eventually we ended up in the hospital. These missing mom quotes are a beautiful way to remember your mother and deal with the grief of her passing. My husband was to be coming home the day after Thanksgiving. We have been blessed with so much love and support. We were together 20 years. I think he knew. I'm lost, I'm broken. I want to be happy because my husband would have wanted it that way. He was my whole world. And missing you. He also had "restless leg syndrome," but the hospital said it was federal law that they could not leave all bed rails up. I will pray for you. I was 40 when Lou and I married. My husband passed away on Feb. 26, 2017. He did well the next 3 years. I just wish you will always stay. By nightfall it takes me over. If ever wife was happy in a man, Compare with me, ye women, if you can. We were together 24/7. I am so lost. I miss fixing his lunch. He was my everything. On Dec.1 2016, I lost my best friend of 34 years.

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